About

+loves raw salmon+decidedly fickle+wants to molest Berg+graciously vindictive+she thinks there should be more Cindis+self-appointed mediator for Sammi and Faye fans+selfish+obsessively logical and objective+amatuer Listerine user+prone to jealousy+Rickmaniac+heavily diluted peranakan+roman catholic+elitist+dirty young girl stalking innocent old men+constantly self-flagellating+romantic pragmatist+discriminating+dislikes books with minute print, cramped lines and pages too white+nazi+abhors stupidity+cautiously optimistic or mildly ambivalent?favours the cello+adores countertenors+she is a 格格, a princess+boybands sap the life out of her+allergic to bubblegum pop/heavy metal/trance/techno/tasteless remixes+a most devout Leslie follower+elitist+she has too many thoughts to put into words+roaches remind her of hypocrites+she must be a foreign Singaporean. Why does she never feel at home?+loves the independence of cats and optimism of dogs+hates-loves her nutty father+finally understands mother’s pain+always looking for humanity+john lone’s smile makes her knees weak+loves who men are, hates what they are+believed nothing is constant except change+now she believes personalities slip on and off, but character must not waver+hope springs eternal from her breast+devours a variety of literature+will not do things to please others+does too little+smokes too much+she is never wrong, merely misunderstood+they call her stubborn only because she perservered where they gave up+she thinks being highly literate is not being educated+she might be too introspective for her own good+and too perspicacious for others’+big problems don’t faze her, the little details vex+she endorses money+people who blame God irk her+repeats herself often+loves Wubai+thinks she looks like a transsexual+holds not monologues but conversations with herself+a liberal mind with a traditional soul after all.

It’s not her fault,
you must understand.
She was sweet once -
had all these grand plans.
But the wild mob,
pounded and smothered,
Wrapped her head,
and kept her stifled.
She stopped struggling,
quite ceasing to breathe.
Then Time stooped down,
and unleashed her free.

Beth still loves life.