Here.

was forgettable.

Window shopping was mildly more entertaining. Tried on this not-something-I-could-possibly-afford dress at Bebe,

which fit me well, and was everything I could ask for in terms of texture and print. Summer colours, silk touch. Only problem? Costs $259. Well, if you factor in the 10% GSS discount that’ll be $233.10.

And another virginal white ensemble (thought it was a dress but it’s not featured on the site) with laced bodice top and tulip end skirt – sexy.

不明白太多事。所以我宁愿不想，顺着感觉走，却因此伤到自己。是我像 K 讲的那么笨，还是现实就是那么无奈？

我已经开始爱上他。是否应该趁还没陷得太深，赶紧脱离呢？

明知没结果，也不敢盼望什么，又无法自拔。常常对自己说，只要带着回忆已足，不需明确地说出心话。跟着这念头，等，也无所谓。

只怕。。。

暧昧令人变得贪心，直到等待失去意义。

不明白太多事。所以我宁愿不想，顺着感觉走，却因此伤到自己。是我像 K 讲的那么笨，还是现实就是那么无奈？

我已经开始爱上他。是否应该趁还没陷得太深，赶紧脱离呢？

明知没结果，也不敢盼望什么，又无法自拔。常常对自己说，只要带着回忆已足，不需明确地说出心话。跟着这念头，等，也无所谓。

只怕。。。

暧昧令人变得贪心，直到等待失去意义。

amazes me what people could do to get what they want, it frightens me to know what I’m willing to accept in the name of a better life.

Was definitely a stress-free and fun experience. Thanks to Weidong the photographer and Shu for the lobang. Heh.

and so is the entire world.

I’ve got lots to say but it’s all worth nothing. So it’s time to roll up in my personal space and be gone for a while.

Was “an” invented in English so we wouldn’t have to put apostrophes for beginning vowels as with French?

My only pair of shoes is beginning to give way.

* $300 utilities bill (the debt is of course higher, but I’m paying enough to keep us out of darkness)
* Phone bill
* Toiletries (I can’t go smelly, could I?)
* Transport
* Pay back the damn taxi fares for which the receipts are nowhere to be found

The tapestry of my life is nothing but endless debts, worrying about school, worrying about school fees and digging around for loose change to take the bus.

PUI.